Thank you and I have taken to heart all your wonderful words of caring and wisdom.
I know I continue to battle the depression as I just don't want it. I have come to the decision that I don't have a choice, I am a person with depression and I will deal with it. I will give myself permission to have bad days and not beat myself up.
I have been looking into volunteering but I am going to make sure it is something suited to me and give myself permission to try it. If it works out great, if not, I will not start with the "stinkin thinkin"
And a hobby, I think I will choose travel and my first stop will be the UK as my Sweetie is there and I want to tell him thank you in person for his kindness.
Shy, you are the best and you have made such huge changes in your life yet you always say the right thing.
Korissa, Thank you for you extension of friendship, I accept.
Karen, you are always here to help out and lift me up. I feel like I know you well and feel comfortable sharing with you. Thank you for helping in the A & P forum. I had a lovely nap with my dog knowing you were online.
Maree, I am learning that you are a great mod and you speak straight from your heart. Thank you my co-mod.
FitzyK23, I stopped into CD as I have a special connection to that forum and thank you for reminding me. I posted to a few as support is my forte and the treatments and all of the latest nutrition information is not something my hubby has had to deal with in a long time but I do know how to support members with CD.
My goal for today is to remember that I do have friends, many of them right here and for that I thank you so very much.