Well my dear, you can't possibly fail at everything so get that out of your head. You are not a failure at all. You just feel that way, you can change the way you feel and it is easy. But it takes practice...
You have to tell yourself that you are going to succeed. And you will. Don't worry about the past or the future, just live for the moment. Or as they say, in the now.
You must be a very kind and compassionate person to do the type of work that you do. And you sound like you are. I am sure that the elderly people will be so glad to have you help them. Especially when they are disabled. I use to do some in home care. Take them shopping, help them with meals and doing laundry, cleaning, etc. And it is a lot of work. But that takes a special kind of person and you sound like that person.
So keep posting, we will help you to believe in yourself. And if you can get counseling, that helps a lot. It never hurts to have the extra support. So chin up my dear, start believing in yourself. We do...
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies