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want to be normal
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Date Joined Apr 2008
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   Posted 5/19/2008 6:38 PM (GMT -6)   
So today i have done nothing but cry. I have some days where im emotional and i take things for what they are not. Take things tooc serious or literally for more than they are. Today is me and my husband's 6th year anniversary. It has been a year now that i have been diagnosed with depression. Eventhough he is great with me and supports me i take my emotions on him sometimes. I wish i didnt. i wish he didnt see me cry. I wish i could go away so noone sees me like this and when i get better i can come back happy. I just want to stop crying and i want to not take this out on people who mean the world to me.
   I got flowers today from my husband,which i was not expecting since i know we are celebrating our anniversary on the weekend. So that was a great surprise. I cried cuz i thought that was so sweet and that i didnt deserve it. Im not the same woman he married and he knows that. But he still loves me and i am so grateful. the one thing i did not want is for my depression to get the best of me or my family ever. And it has. I cry so much and i am on meds but it will take some time for them to take effect. So im gonna get better and quit feeling sorry for myself and get some sleep and hope for a better new day tomorrow. wish me luck.

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Date Joined Mar 2007
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   Posted 5/19/2008 7:02 PM (GMT -6)   
i glad you have a husband who loves and supports you... i think, when you feel depressed, the best thing to happen is for someone to try to cheer you up and care for you... you obviously have that right where you are... hope you feel better... you'll will, but like you said... it takes time

~"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us." ~Helen Keller

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   Posted 5/19/2008 7:38 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Wanttobe,

You definately had a nice suprise today. That is wonderful. You sound like such a caring person. I am sure that your husband understands completely. And it sounds like he loves you completely too. I am so happy for you. The days will start getting better as the medications start to work. It does take time, but you will be feeling better in no time. Keep your chin up. You are a wonderful person and everybody around you knows that.

Hugs, Karen
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies

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