I was wondering how you were,it has been a long time since you posted.
I am sorry that you are so down,sounds like you are in complete chaos right now.
Take your doctor's advice,and take the meds.. sleep is something you really need,especially if you are in constant pain.
Oh yeah on the flashbacks. It is so weird how that happens, you are doing something that you do everyday and all of a sudden your mind just goes off in the other direction.
I wish there was a magic pill that would take all of the bad things out of your mind.
Have you been going to any type of talk therapy?
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Please remember,I am not a professional..I am just a person who is also fighting depression.
I know I'm in my own little world, but it's ok. They know me here.