Thanks Kitt... I appreciate it. I am doing everything I can. I am not anticipating that this summer will be a repeat, I am just scared because of last summer.
...WOW. Thats all I can say! You guys, this has been the biggest BIGGEST year of my life! Honestly, I have gone through more than I could ever imagine. Starting with my lawn mower accident(I "almost" lost some toes), deep depression, horrible anxiety, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, self harm(hitting, burning, cutting), I almost overdosed once, I came out to myself my closest friends and my favorite teacher, and I am finally a senior and driving..!!!!
As you can see, this has been a HUGE year for me! And really, I appreciate everything that has happened because it has brought me closer to people and it has helped me to be able to talk and be
my feelings. I am more understanding and flexible. I love talking and I have learned so much. I cant believe all of this has happened to me, but a part of me is glad. I dont think I will get over it. I think I will carry it with me everyday and use it to learn and to help...
Anyways, I keep getting off. My current issue is coming out.. I dont know how you guys feel about
this. I can only hope for the best. But, I dont really want to talk about
it because it doesnt seem like the type of issue I should discuss on here, maybe I can... I dont know.
But I appreciate all of the help I have recieved here. And I love you guys so much. Thanks!
"Healing is an energy phenomenon. Hope is another
word for Healing.
"Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are"
"Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
"Im going to
smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."