It sounds like you have came a long way.. just keep trying to find things to occupy your mind.
Hopefully this new job will help,at least you are with new people that know nothing about your history.
Keep us updated.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Please remember,I am not a professional..I am just a person who is also fighting depression.
I know I'm in my own little world, but it's ok. They know me here.