Coming here will help you. You can vent, cry, talk about anything. I think it is a good release.
Realize people very seldom see the flaws that we perceive within ourselves. They see us as much more confident than we are inside. They find us interesting even if we don't. So don't be so hard on yourself.
I think that in time after being on this forum, you will find that it is a good release and that you are a lot stronger than you think. I think it will really help you.
Please believe when people compliment on your intelligence and your sense of humor. They aren't just saying it to have something to say, they really mean that. So humbly accept that you are a much better person than you give yourself credit for. I can tell just by the way that you write.
I hope this helps some.
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies