I think that Shy gave you some very good advice and source of information. Yes you could be experiencing depression from the circumstances around you. You would do well to talk to your doctor or to talk to a therapist.
When you say that your boyfriend takes meds off and on, does that mean that he doesn't take them every day like he should? It is important to take your meds on a regular basis, not just when you feel like it. They may not have found the right meds for him also. Sometimes it takes a while to get what you really need.
I wish you luck with this situation.
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies