Hi Gabby, It's OK to vent and get your feelings out. I agree that you need to see a Dr. to get at the cause of your pain. If you don't get the results from the 1st Dr go to a 2nd one and get another opinion. A good Dr. should be able to get at the cause of your problem and get you treated and healed. I don't know what to say about the guy at church. Maybe he is just trying to make several new friends. Is it possible to ask him what he is thinking? If not, I think I mentioned in another post that maybe you should distance yourself from him for a while. I don't mean ignore him, you can still be friendly but try talking to some other members. As for the woman who says she knows what it wrong with you, don't pay any attention to her. She can't just tell you what she thinks it is. Again, be polite but tell her it is between you and your Dr. You mentioned that you are moving home again. Is your family helpful and supportive? I hope so as that can mean a lot when family is there to help you. Please let us know how you are doing and how any of us can help. Try to take good care of yourself.