Teresa, if it's any comfort, I'm on that roller coaster too.
A humorous example (and this is the teeniest, tiniest one of my problems):
My front tires have needed air for the longest time. I put this off because I don't like to do it, but told myself the next gas station, I'd pull into and get the job done.
A man was standing by the air pump and started doing it for me. I was so thankful, I knew it was my guardian angel helping me out. Long story short--he took air out of my tires, didn't work at the station, was homeless and wanted "a couple of dollars" for doing it!
And the air wasn't free--had to keep plugging quarters!
Since I'm ill, am house sitting to get away from a bad situation and the house sitting has turned into a bad situation, I thought my teeny, tiny situation could have at least been an answer to prayer! I was very angry at this seeming joke on me by God.
But then have to remind myself this is a fallen world and things aren't going to be perfect down here!