I am honestly not following you around, but just had to chime in on this one.LOL...
One of my doctors once told me that just being with nature puts you in a meditative state. That seemed so ironic when you mentioned getting one with nature and meditating. And you are right, it does connect you with the rest of the world.
Maybe you couldn't meditate when your ex was there because it is such a personal connection. You might not have been able to focus. But one time when my hb and I were out in the woods hunting for morel mushrooms, I sat in this valley and did my meditation. He told me that 30 minutes had passed by while I sat there, when to me it felt like five. I spend as much time with nature as I can. It is actually everywhere, but I like being out in the woods or by a lake or river. I love the sound of the river.
Have a great day
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies