I am sorry for your depressed mood. I have some numbers and websites for you , just inNational Suicide Hotline
This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.
Helpful Web Sites:
Suicide Hotlines (listed by state)
Suicidal.com (includes Suicide Crisis Center and Depression and Suicide)
case you need them.
I think a lot of us have been where you are. But I think that coming here will help you. Though I have to suggest talking to your doctor about
this and going to counselling. A lot of us are on meds and go to counseling, and it has saved our lives.
You have to learn to love yourself. Then you wont feel so alone. When you are alone, you are with somebody who loves you, yourself.
I know that it seems hard right now sweetie, but remember that we are here for you all day long. There are people from various time zones so there is usually somebody around 24/7. So feel free to post at any time. I think this forum will do you good. But it can't replace the professional aspect of a doctor or a counselor. So please think seriously about
getting help. And don't hesitate to call those numbers or check out the websites when you are really down.
You are a special person, remember that. Your friends are probably wrapped up in their own depression. That is why they are not there for you. They think of you as the strong one, and don't realize that you need help. I go through that too. It seems like when I am down and need somebody to talk to, everybody disappears. But I manage to get myself through it. And with help you will be able to do that too.
Keep posting, there are many who have been where you are now. I am sure you will get a lot of advice.
Best wishes sweetie,
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