Hi there and Welcome to HealingWell,
We are like a big family here and I want to be the first to welcome you into our new select group! Everyone on here has a problem or helps support someone with a problem.
The first thing that I wondered about after reading your post is whether you are bisexual? It makes no difference to us but it makes a difference to you and your self esteem. If you are hetrosexual but dating people of the same gender then it is confusing for you and will add to the frustration.
RE: The break-up... Im not sure I understand what you mean when you talk about 'It's like I am not allowed to stand up for myself. It is like I am ridiculed and just supposed to take it' . What is it that is happening?
Regarding your friendship problem... have you considered joining a social / hobby group? People who enjoy the same sorts of things as you do who socialise together?
You will always have friends here... Please keep talking to us
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