I feel your pain. As I have had many dogs in my life. And when it is time for them to go, it is the hardest thing to do. The last dog that I had to put down had suffered a stroke and it was easier, because I knew she couldn't see anymore and she couldn't walk. But it was still hard. You are the one who is determining the end of life, but, it is the humane thing to do. I know that it is so difficult at this time but as Groovey said, maybe you could rescue another pet and it would be so gratifying to help another animal. Sometimes we want to wait awhile, but I always found it would take my mind off of the one I lost. So think about it.
I hope that you aren't suffering too much with the loss, just remember that you did the right thing. And we are here for you during this difficult time.
Luv and hugs, Karen...
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