Check with your mental health services. They often have programs for people who can't afford the help.
Plus you have us. We are here for you. We will advise you the best that we can, though we are not professionals and don't have all of the answers. Just our own experiences.
Try not to let the drinking become a habit. Though it does relax you it is also a depressant. Daily use often makes us more depressed. So just be careful.
I hope that you feel better soon.
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