Like so many stories I have read on here, i feel the same way just no motivation despite the meds im on afraid to change them, this has been best combe whic is sad. My husband is angry with me for going to a substitute teacher workshop, one i was afraid, i realy cant teach, 2 it came on me so quick i forgot, and am i am making excuses, i reapplied fo disability, have not told husband have lawyer that can fight appeals at no charge to you, so im going for it to scared to tell husband he doesnt beleive the pain im in, pin and needles in the legs much of the time, back kilss me, kness hurt just to walk down stair, i have severe arthritis and im only 39, I ha ddd, disc degenerating diseases at an accelrated rate. im scared, i hope the lawyer can get me the disablity of im turned down again. It would be income coming in and maybe husband wouldnt be so mad at,. Also i need to have a copy of me highschool diploma to show, and i cant find it anywhre. i feel like i am in so many different direcetions, can afford therapy, lat alkone my appts im afraid he he is gonna cut me off do to no money. We have a seprate house he is hoping will be sold, that would be a big relief off his shoulders, right now i feel he hates me, i weight to much, i cant really to much house work with out some help and no one is willing to help so i do the best i can, get laundry done and dishes and vacuum, and that darn near kills me. Im out of oain pills so i cant take anythhing for it. husband suppose to pick up my presccriton fro zanadlex to help the ithgt muscles surrounding my hips and back. I just need to vent and get a little feed back, thanks for listening..
God Bless,and have a Great Day!!.......Love.....Sheryl
xcema,hypermobile,Chronic Bronchitus,Fatigue,Positive ANAFibro-05--Had surgery on left & right knees 06, Interstial Cystitis-06 Spondlylosis/Disc Degernation Disease severe arthitis lower back -08,implantedInterstim-06 hysterectomy & IBS-06 Arthiritus-04 Depression-04GERDS/ Hiatial hernia -07 Anxiety-07 Gastroparesis-08--Occasional Migraines
Reglan,Protonix,Prozac,Wellbutrin,Erthomyicin,klonipin,occasional phernergan, loratab, zanaflex marrried 2 children, 1 with mild autism, Bipolar(8), Abilify, Buspar, Celexa Son(13) is bipolarw/migraines, Topamax, ZantacGod plz grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference..." Plz help HW to help others by donating: http://www.healingwell.com/donate/