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   Posted 8/6/2008 1:51 PM (GMT -6)   
I have to go to work at 3 and I am freakin out about it.  I usually love my job so I dont know why I am feeling this way.  I just feel so tired I dont think I'm gonna make it.  All I got done today was half way paint a bookshelf.  That's it.  I am so behind on everything.  I spent good quality time with my son though.  But now I'm starting to freak out and I am worrying that we will get sick.  God I want this to go away.  Plus I ate 2 protien bars and two pop tarts today and now I just know I'll have gained weight.  I just really hate myself.
 " When you feel like you're alone in your sadness, and no one in this whole world cares, and you want to get away from the madness, you just call my name and I'll be there..."   Third Day

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   Posted 8/6/2008 3:13 PM (GMT -6)   
Hopefully you will feel better once you get there. See how you feel then. If you can't make it, come home. You have your appt still tomorrow, right? Maybe you will get something to give you some energy. Let them know everything that is going on. You can beat this. I know that you can.

Luv and hugs, Karen...
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   Posted 8/6/2008 6:42 PM (GMT -6)   


When you see your counselor tomorrow please tell him everything that is  going on. You need to be honest and upfront as what you write here is really indicating to me that you are going backwards instead of forwards.

Remember we are not the professionals and online here we are your peers.  Each of us in the forum has depression or is related to someone with depression.  We can only share our experiences but we cannot be a substitute for the one on one counsling you so need.

Depression is an illness and with help you can get better.  I believe that to be the truth.  Bless you and know we understand where your coming from and what your going through.

One of the major reasons why we fail to find happiness or to create unique lifestyle is because we have not yet mastered the art of being. Instead of painting, try the journaling, take time to do something that will not wear you out physically.  Try staying in the moment and leave yesterday in the past.  tomorrow will get here soon enough so stay in the moment.

Perhaps if you think about your job, you can identify what it is about it that makes you not like it.  Look for something you do like to do.  Eat food that you know is good for you even if you don't want to.  Set your goals so they are realistic for you.

Blessings to you.




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   Posted 8/7/2008 11:21 AM (GMT -6)   
racheal dont be so hard on yourself, I know i should talk, im hard on my slef too. Like kitt said try going in and if you cant do come back home. Your in my prayers....
God Bless,and have a Great Day!!.......Love.....Sheryl
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