You've found a safe, caring , and reliable support community for people battling Depression. We have many members here who will be glad to lend an ear, offer information, and provide support for people who need it.
We also have a bipolar forum you may want to post to also.
I am so proud of you for going to rehab and taking care of yourself and your baby. Please be proud of you too..............know you are doing the right things.
You have come a long way and now is not a time to give up.
We are here so know you now have a huge family of people to talk to, write down your thoughts and fears and ask for advice or give advice.
Instead of focusing on doom, stay in the moment. Give yourself breathing space. Consider what matters to you. Establish a few manageable goals, then take small steps toward achieving them. We are right here beside you.
Gentle Hugs to you