Posted 8/15/2008 8:54 AM (GMT -6)
Hey thanks for joining my support team. I need all of it I can get. I seem to have your opposite problem. I am always hungry. Wether I eat or not, I am starving!! I am not really even underweight though because I starve myself then binge eat. So I'm still in the okay zone. But thanks for sharing your story and supporting me!
Thanks for sharing your story and being supportive of me. I dont know exactly that you can call what I do anorexia. It's more like Anorexia with binge eating disorder. Like I told Confusedli, I'm really not underweight but I know that since i have struggled with this for 8 years, I need help. SO thanks again Shy, it really means alot!
Thanks for being here for me! I do love food! It's like a battle in my mind. To eat or not to eat? that is the question. I sometimes wish I didn't have an appetite, that would make it so much easier. But I know that if I'm going to get better I have to stop thinkin like that. It's so hard though. I'm working on it.
And now for the big news. My therapist told me yesterday that she thinks I should go to a four week treatment center in Arizona. I am terrified of this really. I dont want to leave my son and hubby for that long. I dont think I can leave my boy at all. I would miss so much in his life in four weeks. My husband was supportive when I told him about it. If our insurance covers it then he said to go if I need to. I was so suprised that he didn't nix it first thing. He usually doesn't think this problem is really a problem. But just my admitting that I have a problem is huge and he knows it. So he is on my team. Anyway, I thought I'd share that with yall. Dont really know what to do now...