I had a doctors appt today at 115pm. I was very anxious about
it but relieved to finally be going after waiting 3 weeks, so i could tell her all my symptoms including physical and mental. I have had such an anger problem for the last month that I could only assume its depression, since it sends me into crying/weeping moments and loss of total utter control. (not to mention like 10 other side effects/problems Ive had from my crohns medicines)
Then....I get there and they say I have no appt! ***?????? I have been crying ever since. I know I had one, I made one on the phone, put it in my blackberry. I tried to get in sooner a week and half ago because the headaches have been excruciating (all I can think is the stupid idiot took out todays appt when she tried to find me a new one) I HAVE WAITED 3 WEEKS FOR this appt. I really needed to talk to a doctor. I am an emotional mess, like I feel it hurts to carry on. Why did they do this to me. I got so mad at the lady, she told me to find another doc. Now I have to wait even longer to get help. The headaches are constant, my vision goes everyday, my anger and irritablity are out of control. How much longer can I wait?????
I am so mad and so upset....I cant stop crying. WHY? She said i will try and fit you in at 830am tomorrow morning but now that I said she is an idiot (long story), she probably erased me out of that slot too!
I feel like no good thing on earth ever happens for me. I am cursed. My life has been cursed for 3 yrs now. I just want to be happy.