I know I need to go to the dr. I finally got up the strength to do it yesterday. I do not currently have one, so I did a lot of research and found one who is also a counselor, I called but they have to check and see if she will take any new patients and call me back. Which they have not done, I would hate to call back and bother them. I called another dr. and can not be seen until the end of September. I have a hard enough time just going to see a doctor for anything. I know I should right down what i want to say, but have no clue what that is.
I have never been to counseling, and the thought of talking to someone in person terifies me. My OB put me on Zoloft when I was preg and I had lost my sister. I have only refilled the percription 1 time, I am horrible about taking meds plus I cannot be so oblivious like it made me feel.