You know, your not alone in this... For the last 2 weeks I have done the same thing. I havent in about
2 days, so Im really proud of that. I would eat a biscuit in the morning, a small bag of pretzels during class, and at lunchtime, after I ate I felt HUGE... I started not feeling so hungry and so when I would go to lunch and someone asked for something, I made myself say yes(I probably wouldnt have eaten for example my
cookie anyways so..) But, after eating a regular sized meal my stomach felt SO full... I never threw up at school though. But, when I got home I would eat a meal and throw up, I wouldnt have an appetite after that and then it repeated the next day. Since I take medication I had timed things so that I could take my medicine and not worry about
throwing it up. I also take vitamins and things so I had timed everything.
I understand. It feels like a part of your life now. I can understand that. I talked to my counselor the other day and stuff and Im feeling a little better so right now I am trying my best to quit everything. I want to wish you all the best though, and take care.
"Healing is an energy phenomenon. Hope is another
word for Healing.
"Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are"
"Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
"Im going to
smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."