Thanks, everyone. No my husband has never cheated on me. The almost fling i knew, deep down, wasnt going to happen. He was(is)20 years younger than me, one of my kids teachers, and has worked part time at our country club for 8 yrs as a bar tender. It was just the attention from someone so young and handsome that was a high. I sort of started it but he is a good guy and we both agreed it was wrong because we both think my husband is a good guy. It was close tho only one time, the opportunity was there but i said no, and it was the best thing we could have done, or not done i should say. I am the type who needs some sort of drama event in my life or i get bored, whether its having a baby and being a new mom, cosmetic surgery, or attention from someone young enough to be my son. My husband adores me and i him. He knows i enjoy mens attention and he is fine with it. As much as he likes this guy tho, he would NOT have been fine with that. Now this guy and i are buddies, since we both know we will never gettogether. The sexual tension is gone. And that is the only time i even so much as entertained the thought of cheating on my husband. I think approaching 50 and menopause has alot to do with my moods. I was on medication for depression when my first husband committed suicide and in therapy for awhile till i remarried. Life has been good for me, tho i do have a child who is bipolar(hes 25) and a recovering addict. Its no wonder tho since he lost his dad so tragically. he is doing well now tho.
I am busy with my kids lives, sports and meetings, and volunteering, but not too busy, which is how i like it.
Thanks for the support.