My first thought is whether you are chasing something that isnt there. You clearly want a relationship with her but does she want one with you? I appreciate that you say that she says you are special to her but that can mean as friends. I would need to hear more about
the situation etc... to have a stab at working out what was going on.
Also, if you have been on the Cymbalta for 2 months and are not feeling any better, I would suggest going back to your doctor. Perhaps upping the dose or changing the med is needed. You really need to start looking after yourself becaus if you dont, then you wont be in a position to look after anyone else.
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