mom9mom is right. You are taking positive steps forward and there is no rason why you cant continue to carry on doing so. Being afraid of being lonely is not a bad thing. I think it is natural and normal for people to feel that way so dont beat yourself up about
it, but you do need to do something about
it. I think you need to be
open and honest with this girl and get her to do the same. 6 years of "You never know what the future holds" is a long time and part of me wonders whether she is trying to let you down gently. Unless you are both honest with each other, you will never know... it may be that she is just nervous.
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