I know I'm more fortunet than a lot of others, but, I'm in a dark place in my life... I reccently got approved for total disability for my back. It doesn't pay enough to live on, so, I try to work a little here and there. I'm a great guy and very lonely. I take pain meds from my dr. every month. Good news is I don't abuse them in general, but, have found myself self medicating at times to not deal with reality.
I would have to say the core of my depression, although it's a combination of things, is that I have been in love with this girl for 6 years now. We have lived together off and on but primarily as friends. Very frustrating. I told her how I feel and she replies month after month you never know what the future holds.
I take Cymbalta, my anti depressant now for 6 months but I have been in bed for 6 days at a time. Very lonely. I hope to get some friends here and advise as soon as possible, I'm deeply hurting!
I currently joined match.com xomydearxo I figured I'd try it.