Welcome to healingwell.
Stop hurting yourself, it isn't getting you anywhere, just adding to the hurt in your family. You wont hurt them, you love them too much. Have faith in yourself and how much you care for your family.
Are you going to any counseling right now? I think that the support would do you good. You need to talk to a professional about
this to work it out so that you aren't hurting anybody. You are a kind and special person. You don't deserve the self abuse.
Keep posting, we are here for you.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies