Hi there and Welcome to Healingwell,
I agree with Karen. It sounds like there is a distinct possibility that you are depressed and the best way to find out one way or the other is to see your doctor. If you are not depressed then its not the end of the world either. You can start making small changes to the way you live so that you become the kind of person you want to be
Please keep talking... communication is a great medicine
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