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Date Joined Oct 2008
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   Posted 10/14/2008 4:40 PM (GMT -6)   
smurf  i I am new to this forum .Let me introduce myself and my I have been depressed in the past and i think that my depression is starting to come back and i really dont want it to come back because th last time i was hospitalized for my depression and therapy. I have many losses in my life and i know that it always gets happens when i think about my dad he died this time of year and i knwo that i have aloso have lossmany other family members in my life and i know that i should be over them but im not and i also have another problen that i wont metion but that is hard also and its onme to think about it all the time because it would be a mean a somethign i would have otdo you shakehead and i dont know what to do i have also been dealing with my lupus and also with daily fatigue and pain that ihave no diagnose for and i just am tired of hurting you know . thanks Dawn C.

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   Posted 10/14/2008 4:51 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Dawn,

Welcome to the HealingWell depression forum. I know that this time of year seems hard for many people. I personally enjoy the season, but my first husband died of cancer in October and I always think about it during this time of year.

I know what it is like to be hurting and not have a diagnosis. It makes you wonder if you are going crazy. I have fibromyalgia and it took about a year of pain before I got any type of a diagnosis. In the meantime you are suffering from pain and fatigue and don't know what to do.

I am glad that you found us. There is a wonderful group of people here and I am sure you will find this sight comforting.

Best wishes for a wonderful day

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 10/14/2008 4:56 PM (GMT -6)   

Hello Dawn and Welcome to HealingWell.  I am sorry you are going through a bad time right now but don't anticipate that you are having a repeat of your last sessions with depression.  Picture  challenging yourself to walk through this episode with help from us and from your physician.

It is extremely hard fo rmany people to deal with the death of a loved on, I too have experienced many.  Allow yourself to grieve in your own way and do not put any time limit on how long you should miss this person and feel sad.  You are normal.

You will meet lots of members here who know what your giong through and where you are coming from.

Keep talking to us



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   Posted 10/15/2008 9:21 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi there and Welcome to HealingWell,

I think there is a time of the year that is bad for most people so please dont feel that you are on your own. The fact that you have a history of Depression means that you probably feel it with more intensity. For me, it is February as I lost my grandfather in Feb 2005.

I am really pleased that you have found us here as we are like a big family who care for and support each other.

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