I am so sorry for your losses, deeply sorry. That is so much to bear (sp). I don't know how you made it.
It doesn't matter how long we grieve, it can go on forever. So don't worry about that. Embrace the feeling and hang on to your memories. I know that it is hard to trust again. But not all counselors are the same, hopefully you will get a good one next time.
Keep talking to us. I am kind of at a loss for words right now. I feel so badly for you. But things will work out, we will help you through.
Luv and hugs, Karen
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