I feel so depressed, and I have no one to talk to, I feel like my life is coming to an end, no matter what I do, things will never change, I just want to check out, but I am so scared to even do that, I feel stuck in this place with no way out. I am so scared and I have no where to turn. I am a single mother of two boys, one of which is extremely hard to deal with, and can't get help with him no matter what I do. He is 15 years old, very abusive to me, punches holes in the walls at home, very out of control, he has literally tried to harm me twice, once by drugging me, and twice by setting my house on fire with me in it. He won't stay in school, he is either kicked out all the time, or refuses to go, he says he is in a gang, throws up gang signs all the time, he is on drugs bad, I have called the cops on him numerous time, nothing, he isn't old enough for a boot camp, he knows he gets by with it all and will not stop, he cusses and yells at me constantly, just will not give up, I am so scared of him. I go to church, but can't take him with me cause he cusses out my pastor and calls her name, he is very disrespectful, he has two court cases, but of which he just got community service for which is no big deal to him. He laughs about
it. One is a drug charge, the other is disorderly conduct I can't get help, I am trying to go to school full time to a community college to get my RN degree, this is so hard for me to do. I just want to give up, I am about
to just own life, so I don't have to deal with all this stuff any more. Who can I talk to? where do I go from here, I am so scared right now! Never been on a site like this before, but I am getting desperate.
Edit: I am sorry but I edited your post for content. We have members as young as 13 on this forum. 1. No discussion of any illegal activity or threats of violence. (ie. illicit drug use, including medical marijuana use, threats of suicide or self-injury, or threatened or intended physical harm). Discussions of suicide or self-harm that are deemed negative and therefore potentially injurious to others are also not permitted.
Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 10/28/2008 9:03:42 AM (GMT-6)