Thanks guys... Yeah... It did help, Like before... I walked into the kitchen and
opened my arms out to give my Dad a hug and say sorry... the thing is... when I bring myself down or last out... my Dad does the same, because it hurts him so much too. he lost my mum as well and doesn't want to loos me but I can't help it...
The reason the whole argument started was because I wasn't motivated to do anything and my dad was saying I could do things like dishes, or ironing and that was what was winding me up even more... I wasn't motivated and didn't know what I wanted, but he had things to do himself. I had to find a way to motivate myself. Coming on here and
opening up to people and reading about
there problems as well is one way where I will be motivated, but Dad isn't keen on me being on the PC and only lets me on here (it seems to me) when he can't cope with me anymore and needs me to carm down so HE can get on with things... I guess that is right but that is what I find hard
About Me: My mum died of cancer when I was 12, Don't get on with Dad and Sister, Held all my emotions, grief and feelings in for 6 years and now need to explode because I can't cope any longer!
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