I am really sorry for all you have gone thru
I have lost both my parents to Alzheimer
s and dad to AD as well as brain cancer...........
YOu have to find a way or a therapist that WILL listen to you hear you ..
YOU need to let those tears fall
It is okay
I had Mom til I was 52 and it still really hurts with her gone......
Then Dad just in April
So Yes I do alot of crying but I also celebrate their lives and think of the memories I had made thru the yrs of looking after them
You are needed ........
But dont be afraid to blow or cry whenever you need too
have earned that right IMHO
Have you tried a real sit down no holes barred but no yeling kinda talk with dad
Even writing a list of what is going on and how you see him and his responses
He can do the same for you
IT may help
I dont know
I wish there was more I could say to you
Explain to dad that this is a support group nothing better around and it will
help you as will the ppl here
They know what you are going thru
Again you should try a therapist as well and get this stuff all out
I did finally go to Grief Couselling after my first hubby passed away in 1979
I hope I have helped .........
even if only a bit
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FIGHT the FIGHT with all YOU HAVE
We Have Anxiety / Panic ..Anxiety / Panic DO NOT have US
You have To Have Some Laughter as Well as Those Tears IMHO