Firstly, I hope everyone here is doing okay, is finding peace & and has a good support system. I'm having a very hard time of things. I've been living w/ my mom & sdad since 2004. I lived alone for 24 years prior to having to move back to to their house. I was a nurse, had friends, was engaged, had my own home, privacy...and had a Life. That all came to an end when my health failed. I have multiple chronic pain conditions & easily received SSDI Disability.
I feel very unwelcomed living here, even though mom & sdad give me a very hard time when I talk of getting my own efficiency or room w/ a kitchenette (all that I could afford). I need to find a place that would allow small pets, as I have a 9 mo. old puppy.
Tonight my mom attacked me (verbally & emotionally) again. This time she was angry at me b/c I was tired today! Yes..."I was tired today", as I am alot. I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Severe Sleep Apnea & Narcolepsy! I'm also on meds that can cause sleepiness, and anti-anxiety meds for panic disorder, Severe depression, OCD & PTSD, etc... My mom is angry w/ me on the days that I need/take my meds that are prescribed by my dr. I don't know what to do. Should I try going w/out my meds? To please my mom...??? The pain is so bad that I cry everyday, gasp for air and am totally alone. The only thing I can think of to do is to stay in my room as much as possibe & stay out of the way. I don't understand why she dislikes me so, but it's been this way since I can remember.
Any words of advice/encouragment, etc... would be greatly appreciated. Thx & God Bless;
Fibromyalgia, Myofacial Pain Syndrome, RSD-CRPS, 11 herniated discs w/ multiple pinched spinal nerves, Osteoarthritis, TMJ, Sleep Apnea, CFS, Narcolepsy, Hypothyroidism, Asthma, Insulin Resistance, Major Depression, Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, Bilateral Peripheral Neuropathy (cause unknown)...LONELINESS & POVERTY (lol...)
Other than the above, I'm in great shape!