Maybe this is not such a bad thing. I know that you need social activity. But I am glad to hear that you can email your friends. You are growing up. In a couple years you will be old enough to make your own decisions. I know that it seems like a long time to you now, but believe me, at my age two years is like a blink of an eye.
How are you doing with your homeschooling? How are your grades? Is it hard?
I hate the thought of you feeling like you are in prison. I know what it is like. I use to get grounded a lot and it isn't much fun. But maybe you can keep yourself preoccupied with your studies.
I am just trying to mull this around so it doesnt' seem so hard for you. a middle ground so to speak with you haveing to go to the middle instead of it finding you.
I am sorry that the pastor gives you the creeps. That does happen sometimes. If you don't feel comfortable around him, than don't talk to him. You never know these days.
Keep posting, we are here for you and will try to think of somehting in the meantime.
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