I know I always say the same things, but I am so so sick of being jealous & possessive in my relationship & it is really getting me down. I have really really improved, I hardly make any jealous comments any more & I am virtually never possessive, but I still have the thoughts & feelings in my head, I am just not acting on them.
For example my boyfriend is going out with his work colleagues on Friday night for Drinks & I am totally stressing over it. I don't even know why I am stressing, I am not worried about him cheating on me, it really isn't that. I just feel really like I don't want him to go. I haven't mentioned it to him coz I know it is wrong to feel this way, but I just hate it that I do.
It is just tiring me out. I just wish that I could be happy without always worrying about stupid things & stressing. I wish I could just enjoy my relationship - but I feel that I will never be able to because there are so many worries in my head all of the time!
"The Optimist sees the rose and not its thorns; the pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious of the rose."
"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain"