old memories back to haunt me.
this month marks seven years since i was molested by my grandfather.
i used this forum to help when i reached dead bottom in my life and it really helped me.
its been years actually since ive been on here and im so scared of falling back into old habits of killing the pain.
i dont understand what happened..... i was doing perfectly fine.. dealing with it better than i ever have and now im just.... i feel so exhuasted.
I'm away at college which isnt helping cause ive been extremely homesick and now everything just feels even worse.
i cant talk to anyone.
my family acts like it never happened and my father tells my mother i need to " get over it"
so what do i do......... someone please tell me what the hell im suposed to do if its been this long and i STILL cant overcome this.
cause im running out of ways to deal.
Be nice to everyone you meet,
they're going through a battle,
you know nothing about.
"Acknowledge your history without being controlled by it."
" Everyone says time heals all wounds.... time heals nothing, zip, nadda, nothing. Its the events that take place during that time that help you heal. "
" Let me tell you something about life.... you can run, but youll just die tired. You have to face yourself and everything else."
"You cannot change what you do not acknowledge."
"Anger is nothing more than an outward expression of hurt, fear and frustration."
"If you want more, you have to require more from yourself."
"Sometimes you make the right decision, sometimes you make the decision right."