old memories back to haunt me.
this month marks seven years since i was molested by my grandfather.
i used this forum to help when i reached dead bottom in my life and it really helped me.
its been years actually since ive been on here and im so scared of falling back into old habits of killing the pain.
i dont understand what happened..... i was doing perfectly fine.. dealing with it better than i ever have and now im just.... i feel so exhuasted.
I'm away at college which isnt helping cause ive been extremely homesick and now everything just feels even worse.
i cant talk to anyone.
my family acts like it never happened and my father tells my mother i need to " get over it"
so what do i do......... someone please tell me what the hell im suposed to do if its been this long and i STILL cant overcome this.
cause im running out of ways to deal.