Today i lost a little friend .Those of you who know me have heard me talk of little Bart .
This afternoon he was put to sleep he broke his leg and it was not able to be fixed .
So now he is permantly sleeping .
This might seem much to a lot of you but where i am at the moment it`s almost the last straw .
You see my daughter was incharge of him and his little partener as i`m away recieving furthur treatment for cancer .
I`m so angry with my daughter for the lies she told me about the dog being untied and that the dog was chasing bart when she told me he was tied up all the time .
This sort of thing happens all the time in our home but today was the final straw i just can`t take it anymore .
My husband has not spoken to me in ages the family has fallen apart in varing degrees .
I just do not want o face anyof them but have no where to go .
Life really sucks and there just does not seem any point to anything ,
I know when i go home i will take my anger out on my daughter but not in a physical way it`s just not me .I want her to leave but know hubby would never kick her out eventhough there has been numerous threats .But he never follows through with any of his actions never has done so in the past .but i know one of us will leave and most probably it will be me but not in the way they would expect .
I just can`t do this anymore .