As soon as I wake up, I
open the blinds for some "real" light, and I turn on my favorite music, go to the kitchen to get a drink so I can take my meds... and I have gotten in the habit of going to take a hot bath before getting ready. Not that I dont take bathes! I take mine at night, but lately I have been taking them in the morning. I have an obsession with smelling REALLY good. I love to be around people and they smell really good ya know so you enjoy being around them....well, I want to be one of those people.
One of my friends commented today that she was touching me(we had our arms hooked together walking) But, I have ALWAYS been freaked out by people touching me, even hugs...I think it was just an OCD thing..but now my Paxil has helped that and I hug all my friends and stuff. My muscles used to unconsciously switch and stuff when people touched me and it was like a fear of mine! haha
Wow, I got SO totally off subject! =] Sorry, I tend to talk more now also! Im no longer SHY! :)
Lyrica and Paxil (both working quite well might I add!)
"Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are"
"Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
"Im going to
smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."