The more I try to get ahead, the more behind I fall!

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   Posted 11/25/2008 4:15 PM (GMT -6)   
Sometimes I get very discouraged with life. I try to catch up on bills still haunting me from my divorice by working 2 jobs, put my car in storage and only ride my motorcycle cause it is easy on gas, and disconnected cable and home phone service. Really only use the cell phone anyway. So, go to storage to get the car and it has been impounded by the police as an abondoned vehicle cause the tags were expired. Spent all last night getting it out of hock and then go to start it the battery is dead. AAA came and towed it to mechanics after I put a new battery in it and it still wouln't start. Worked on it til 1:30 AM last night and worried about it all night so didn't sleep and up at 6:00 to try again. Finally called AAA at 9:00 cause I didn't know what else to do. Went online to get the tags for it and it needs emissions testing so I can't renew online. Combine this with as close to a hostile work environment as it can legally get without crossing the line. Depression crash in April, which crawling in my hole only caused the bills to back up more. Worried about job and finances only keeps me up at night (5 hours sleep even on ambien CR). Just feeling low. Won't go into how nuerotic my therapist said I am thinking lately. Anyway, yesterday was one heck of a week. Thanks for letting me vent. Hope you each have a good Holiday season.
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   Posted 11/25/2008 7:19 PM (GMT -6)   
You are welcome to vent anytime. It seems sometimes the harder we try, the harder life gets, but there is a light on the other end of the tunnel. Keep trying, don't give up. And remember that we are here for you.

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   Posted 11/26/2008 4:28 AM (GMT -6)   
Its always the way that things all go wrong at once!! It is for me at least! Vfrustrating about your car, hopefully you will be able to sort everything out!
"The Optimist sees the rose and not its thorns; the pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious of the rose."
"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain"

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