Welcome to HealingWell. We are here for you.
Crying is healthy. I understand why you don't want to share your feelings. You can do that here. Being anonymous seems to make it easier.
I think it would be a good idea if you had some one on one counseling. You really need the support rignt now. I know how hard it is with your mom. Mine was schitzophrenic also. I had a very difficult childhood. I feel fortunate that I didn't get schitzophrenia. Though I have other problems. But it is scarey so I understand completely.
Keep posting here. We are here for you. Everybody understands and nobody judges. This is a safe place to come and I am so happy that you found us.
Luv and hugs, Karen
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies