I'm very fearful of myself. Something has been going on lately, and i feel like I'm developing schizophrenia, or something.
So much has been going on in life, and I've just been dealing with everything. But now I am constantly crying at everything, I can't keep food down, and I am so aggrivated with EVERYONE. I have panic attacks everywhrere I go and feel stared at. I feel suicidal. I feel like a failure in school. I have NO IDEA how to handle myself. I
really have never been so afraid of myself before. I'm not getting any better and the holidays are coming up and the holidays suck majorly. I cant kick this depression.