I am feeling a bit more relaxed today, I am at work & I have left my phone in the car to stop me checking it obsessively!!! I was drving to work this morning & I was being all negative, thinking of all the bad things in my relationship - but I think now that I am being stupid, just because I am having a bad moment, doesn't mean that it is all bad!!! It's been very good lately & I have been so happy & so I am not going to let my stressing ruin that!!!
I don't think that my boyfriend knows I am controlling because I guess I'm quite manipulative about it, but it maybe isn't as bad as I implied last night, I think I was making it bigger then it was because I was feeling sad!!
anyway just needed a bit of a vent!
"The Optimist sees the rose and not its thorns; the pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious of the rose."
"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain"