I know how you feel. I feel that about
my nephew. Like he is going to show up at any time. Then I realize that he isn't.
You are just adjusting to the loss. You will go through a lot of different feelings and that is okay. I would say call your teacher, I think that she would understand what you are going through. Maybe she can help you find some grief counselling. I think that would help you cope.
You have suffered a huge loss honey. And it is normal to feel the way that you are. The crying is normal too. You will shed many tears for your brother and that is healthy. Take this one day at a time. The reason that you feel like he is in school is because in your mind you want him to still be with you. That is normal too and it does not mean that you don't care. So try not to beat yourself up for your feelings. They are all normal.
Remember that we are here for you and let your teacher be there for you too. I am sure that she doesn't mind a bit. You should reach out to her. Someday somebody might reach out to you and you will understand, it is not a burden in anyway.
I hope that you feel better soon.
We are here for you.
Luv and hugs, Karen
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