hi everyone, this is my first post and I'm basically telling my life story.
anyway I should start with that I am only 13. My name is James. I am very sad/angry/pissed off and all the emotions right now... about 6 hours from now (2:04am) so about 7-8pm EST on Friday I was told I had a half sister. And this had been kept from me for 6 months. I never see my dad but he had my phone number and email address and what does he do??? NOTHING
Im so pissed off and angry and everything
I'm so confused with everything right now, and I'm prubably gunna get kept down and repeat ****ing year 7 AGAIN. So.. and I know this sounds stupid but the only thing keeping me together now.. well 2 things are.. in 10 days I'm getting a xbox 360 and 2nd I wana stay around to watch my little sister grow up. I feel like going to a ..
if anyone can help me I would be very grateful. I'm often up late crying at my pillow I'm such a wuss. and also I find myself buying 2 litres of Pepsi and drinking it in less then an hour. It's like a drug addiction... I can't get enough and I wana be fit and I run around a lot but I could die from drinking to much and I don't want to die... If aanybody gets me please please please help me. Im very depressed and evrything.
from James (Instinct_of_Death - DeathAngel)
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 12/12/2008 11:18:53 AM (GMT-7)