I am sorry that I had to edit your post but we are not allowed to talk about
You don't need a credit card yet. You have to be able to pay those bills. Somebody has to. Do you have a job? If you have a job maybe then your mom will let you get one. Most of the offers are rip offs anyway. Believe me.
You sound like you are really trying hard. I am sorry that they kept your half sister a secret. But now you have the chance to watch her grow up and that is a blessing. So take it from there and forget about
You are not a wuss. It takes a lot of guts to admit that you cried. And you did that. We are all only human and we have emotions. It is better to let it out than take it out in another way.
I hope that this helps you some. Stay with us. We are here to help you. And I think that Confusedli has a good input by mentioning a therapist. We all need one from time to time.
Everybody here has dealt or is dealing with depression so you can learn a lot here. You are young and resiliant. You will do well in life. You have a very mature way of looking at things and you will go far.
Like I say, stick with us. We are all here for you.
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