Dear Eli, I couldn't be happier for you. I am so glad you went to the meeting and now you have some new friends. Remember when I said I go to DBSA meetings and they were really helpful? Well now you know what a great support group it is and that you truly can get help and get better. I am very proud of you - I know it is never easy to go into a group not knowing anyone but this is a group that wants to help and support one another. You are taking the right steps to help yourself. Today a meeting, tomorrow the world. You can do whatever you make up your mind to. Take good care of yourself, my friend - I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. And it was so good to come on the forum and read your post!