Thanks for you kind words, I have done something which might change everything & it will hurt & be hard. It's out of my control for the time being, I have my fingers crossed that all will be ok, I am apprehensive & scared, but I feel stronger then this morning & if it doesn't go the way I am hoping I think I can deal with it & move forward either way. I guess things can't always go the way you want. I'm sorry this doesn't make much sense, I'm not in a v good place right now, but I think I will be ok!
"The Optimist sees the rose and not its thorns; the pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious of the rose."
"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain"