This may sound really really silly and selfish, but I'm very very depressed because I cant get the things I want. I'm dying for a laptop that I cant afford. I cant get approved for credit which seems to be the only way I could afford one. And I dont understand why I want one so bad. I have a perfectly good computer that I got about
4 years ago that works just fine but yet I want something newer....It's making me so I cant eat or sleep or wanna do anything, even leave my house. How do I get over this selfishness, I know I dont need one but it's all I think about
. And it's always somethng like this, whether it's a tv, cell phone, cars....And someone like me, who's below poverty (all I get is SSI and welfare for my kids) doesnt need things like this, I should be grateful, but yet I'm not....do you think thereapy could help me???