I really don't know where to start. I am hurting right now. Everything is going so wrong. I want to go into the HR profession amd I have a very supportive mentor and friend to help me get there. However, because most other things have gone wrong, I keep thinking that I am going to lose this person as a friend. They have been very supportive about my depression and I know I wouldn't have got this without them. I have problems with eating too and this is getting to me a lot.
I don't have a good relationship with my parents and the only other person I could speak to died in 2006 and I don't think I have grieved for my auntie properly to protect my family. I miss her so so much.
My mum suffers with depression quite badly and she quite clearly blames me for her depression because of my disability. Due to the lies I have had from her I feel I can't trust her or anyone else for that matter.
I can't deal with all this anymore