I suffer chronic pain plus was suffering depression even before. MY depression was already out of hand before I suffered an accident leaving me with chronic pain. Every night I pray I will have a heart attack or just pass away but I could never be so lucky, hows that for depession. I take every day by day. I promised to ring people also but I never would. However I think you should exhaust all avenues, they can help, the help lines I have used them before, so make sure you do also but also rememeber just take it day by day. Try antidrepessant, they might help you althouogh they didnt with me. I see a phychiastrist also.
So you really owe it to yourself and others to try first.
Fibromyalgia, ulcerative colonitus, arthritus, bi-polar
norspan patch, valium, prothiedon, lyrica